Dear Whoever Reads This,
Did you ever think your best friend might be “the one?” I’m beginning to think so…
My best friend’s name is Chance, he’s away for school right now and I hate it. The only thing that makes it better is he sends me gifts, heck I have a whole shelving unit just for those things. I mean I have a bunch of rare insects and plants displayed in my living room but that’s okay. They’re from him and I’ll always treasure them.
When he’s away I miss him. When he’s here I’m sad because he’ll be leaving again. I want to be around him all the time. I feel incomplete when we’re apart. On the couch my hands twitches because I want to hold his hand. The thing is I have no idea how he’d react.
We’ve always dated women and I’ve always considered myself straight but here lately… I don’t know.
I just miss him. I miss him so much my gut twists into knots and I don’t want to eat. The only thing I have to look forward to this week is another present from him. I always feel like he’s thinking of me when I get them.
Anyways, to every anonymous person out there who’s continually supported me through this blog, thank you.
Why is talking to strangers always easier than people who are close to you?